Have you ever felt less-equipped, unfit, incompetent on a job and told yourself you’re not gonna last another six months? I did, and that was two weeks ago as of this writing.
You see I got this new job, a better one by the way in terms of stability, culture, people to work with and of course, challenges.
I welcome challenges like a person who welcomes the sunshine into her own home. It pushes me to stretch and it perks my senses up. I work hard the whole day that after dark, I’d feel so spent and yet so fulfilled. By then I’d go and say, “I did my best and now I can rest”.
Isn’t that what we look forward to every day? A sense of purpose and meaning? That confidence to tell yourself, “I matter, and I know why I’m here”?
Yet days can become very exhausting at times, it will drive you to believe that you’re not enough. And when your job is on the line, you ready yourself for the worse but you keep doing what needs to be done.
On several occasions you realize there’s a lot left unfinished and yet you can only do so much. At other times too you have to learn to let go of how you used to do things and try something new.
My old boss would always say, there’s a lot of different ways to skin a cat, and when it comes to solving problems, there are a lot of different approaches you can take. So you learn as you go and you learn from other people too.
Now at this point in time here I am, feeling defeated some days but winning on most. Victory doesn’t mean performing miracles at work but it means, continually fighting the good fight, win inner battles and beat the monsters within, self-defeating thoughts, pride, unwillingness to bend, to move, preference for what’s comfortable, easy and unchallenging. After all, It doesn’t really matter what awaits in the end, so long as you know that at every moment, you did the best you could.
So, why did you leave your old job? People would ask me. Well, why wouldn’t I. There’s a lot to experience in the world, and I won’t be able to get a taste of as much as everything if I choose to settle. When days are predictable, what would I be excited about? When everything becomes routinary and ordinary, we ease off, and then we stop growing. Would you want that kind of life?
Push forward and onward you go. You will get all the help that you need at the right time. Ask and you shall receive, sow and you will reap. Believe in victorious endings.
Don’t be afraid to put yourself out there in the world. Some may tell you that whatever you do or give is just a drop in the ocean, it’s small and will not even matter. You know what? Do it or give it anyway. Every ocean is made up of millions of drops, and yours can be one of it.
Every challenge that lands on you hands has been given to you for the simple reason that you’re the only one, who has the nerve, the guts, the courage and the heart to take it on.
Now go ahead, rise and win it.